I am exquisitely content these days.
Am I allowed? Must the spell be broken? Why do I torture myself with such questions? Life is, of course, filled with enough angst and tragedy for even the most masochistic among us, so why question when happiness and well-being are present?
It is a common occurrence these days that I will be full-to-bursting with a sense of pleasure while doing just about anything: taking a walk on these city streets, listening to music, grocery shopping for godssake. The feeling is sometimes accompanied by a physical sensation of electricity running through my body – the “I’m ALIVE!” aha moment.
Wink wink, the universe just got me. Life is indeed full of irritants and one just buzzed about my head like a mosquito dive bombing for some blood. So much for my fear of being too immersed in bliss. Never worry, the yin and yang will always balance out.
