Shunryu Suzuki: Study Yourself

Shunryu Suzuki: Study Yourself
The purpose of studying Buddhism is not to study Buddhism. It is to study ourselves.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Headache Day 9

Can you believe it?



I have an appointment with my primary care physician this afternoon.  Either put me in the hospital and manage my pain effectively, or I will go postal on somebody.

Here's our health care system:  I have an acute, on-going headache for 9 days but I can't get in to see a neurologist until October 18th.  I think the only way to by-pass this delay is to be admitted to the hospital.  So that's what I'm going to ask my doc to do today. Get me some on-going serious pain relief and get me a thorough assessment by a neurologist, for crying out loud.

I have been treated with acupuncture, anti-inflammatories, pain killers, pot, cranial sacral therapy, ice, heat, sleeping pills, oxygen, tordol, dilaudid and imitrex.  The most successful was dilaudid.  Can I get some of that to take home with me?  Dunno.  I shall ask.

Are you sick of this story?  Yeah, well, so am I.